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Marble[wo]man Blog January 22, 2012

Sunday, January 22, 2012

Pondering Phantasms: A Repurpose of Passages [listen]

I first encountered the specter when I was a fledgling theorist (in search of a philosophy) at a conference in Central Europe. At the start of my visit, I erred as have a few arrogant foreign early 20th Century archeologists have before mysteriously disappearing from a tomb dig site in Egypt--I angered the spirits. Fortunately for me, I was on a plane the within a week possessing only certified souvenirs: conference swag, städtisch logo t-shirts, and a contemporary perfume bottle for my mother. I noted the encounter in the poem Utterances in the Night.

I had not such another encounter until I was in Tribeca, New York City. I had a "hands-on" experience with a bogeyman. Nascent was I with this otherness. Otherness, for me at the time, was an academic term used to describe the culturally disenfranchised. However, the 'otherness' I was attempting to disambiguate was a physical being in the abstract sense—perhaps more like an alter-ego, something like a conscience anthropomorphised: The Last Night I Dreamt of the Bogeyman (p. 13-14).

Clinically, this type of anthropomorphism could be termed as a hallucination, due to, in my case, a sleep disorder. Was my throat occluded by my tongue, thus blocking airflow to my brain, causing heart palpitations, raising my pulse rate--a seizure perhaps induced by hazardous medication(s): Hags and Nightmares. Sleep Paralysis and the Midnight Terror. The Hidden Shadows.

As I have witnessed when my eyes were wide open, the appearances of the Velvet Shadow were beginning to harass me when I began my diabetes treatment. The diabetes unfortunately was a symptom of a greater ghost provocateur: Cushings Disease. Although curable, the spiking hormonal imbalances allowed me to envision uncanny motion-stop impressions surreally over-voiced expressions: On Being Patient #2: Strike or Spike, part II; On Being Patient #3: Reversion Triggers, part I; On Being Patient #6: A Philosopher's Progress: (dis)Organization; On Being Patient #13: Recuperation: the Recovery of a Keen Being.

A recount on the recall, a revisitation, and a hormonal addendum, I curl up in bed, pondering my “sightings,” thinking funny thoughts--maddening, even as I walk stiffly, not sternly, painfully stout, frank in my steps from the office to the car, back to the castle which I refer to as home, then dinner, later withdrawal--haunted by my writings.

Marble[wo]man Archive | EatIngredients Archive
012 01/22/12 January 22, 2012
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(1) Pondering Phantasms: A Repurpose of Passages   listen
011 02/04/12 Sep. 2 - Nov. 17, 2011
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(1) Clearance Level
(2) A Successful Dilemma: A Cut-Out of Alacrity
(3) Recuperation: the Recovery of a Keen Being
(4) RECALIBRATE: Quelling Agitation (Digestive Disrupt)

 
010 10/09/11 August 11 - 19, 2011
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(1) Mushy Love
(2) Tartine Salad with Speckled Eyes
(3) Marmorean Goulash

 
009 08/09/11 July 7 - 31, 2011
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(1) Acclimation: Try Try Again
(2) Redeeming Qualities: Sources of Frustration
(3) Gratefully Fed

 
008 07/10/11 June 1 - 24, 2011
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(1) Pastry Forthwith Alacrity
(2) [A] Pathetic! [Not] Me... :-( || ;-)
(3) The Heavy Lofty
(4) A Work's Progress

 
007 06/20/11 May 9 - 23, 2011
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(1) Superficial Wound: Coping w/o Doping
(2) Clinical Clusters: Radiating Radicals
(3) A Cross Section Dinner P[l]an

 
006 05/29/11 April 5 - 30, 2011
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(1) Moody Monday--Having [No] Fun
(2) Haute Meatloaf
(3) A Pottage Posture: A Telling Tale

 
005 05/29/11 March 6 - 24, 2011
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(1) Charred Fiasco Stew
(2) Slump Sump Fiasco
(3) Early Easter Ham with a Mardi Gras Glaze
(4) Taste-Test Soup
(5) A Sumptuous and Astounding Pursuit
(6) Parmigiana: Finger Nuggets
(7) Offal Fine Soup
(8) Perigean Moon Soup
(9) Faulty Tummy Pastry

 
004 03/18/11 February 6 - 26, 2011
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(1) So Nice Made Twice
(2) Phinicky Sports Fan
(3) Attic Rummage Addressing Wounds
 
003 01/30/11 January 16 - 30, 2011
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(1) Hunting for Groceries
(2) Tweetledum and Tweetledee (Demo-satire)
(3) A Brain Drain: Sombre Psyche Soup
(4) A Narcissist's Day: Lava Love
 
002 01/16/11 January 9 - 14, 2011
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(1) Edamame Endgame
(2) Mundane Monday
(3) A Crank's Callings
 
001 01/07/11 January 2 - 7, 2011
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(1) A Late Brunch
(2) Mind and Body
(3) I do not know, you tell me...
(4) Cookies and Cream: Tell Me a Bedtime Story
(5) When Light is Not Enough
(6) Refreshing Visions Gh(a/o)stly Seeings
 
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